doing good?

Well everything has been going good.  I go to the Doctor next month to get weighed again! YIKES!!!  I have not been working out, but I have been doing some major house cleaning.  That burns calories so at least I am doing something.  Mentally I am feeling like I just want to sit and except that I am fat and I do not have any chance of losing the weight.  I am trying to stay strong and think positive.  It just seems so hard!  I don't know.  I will keep trying!